But in the meantime, things got set up to do video meetings at least once a day, if not three times a day, depending on how many manager one on ones and over conferencing I have to sit through. It's bad enough that our jobs went from having a review once a week where no one really reviewed anything, to once a month where they reviewed one thing, to suddenly they're critiquing a bunch of things that I do, and I've failed at one already so now I'm stuck at home, anxious about the Pandemic and going outside...but also freaking the heck out about my reviews. I feel like any moment I'm going to find myself in a conference call where they're going to say, "bring in your electronics, go get your stuff off your desk, you're done."
Most likely I'm panicking a bit more than I should, but when the world is going to pot, your husband is complaining his job has slowed down so much everyone is fighting for work too, and one of you have to foot the bill at least to keep our lives the way they are...it's awfully stressful.
And that's not even what I really came here to complain about! My actual complaint is that I have one gal who hired in about week before me who has decided to become my direct competitor. She started to have battles with who would get more phone calls in a day, and it wasn't really all that bad when we were in the office because we didn't really sit near one another and except for once a day I didn't even have to say anything to her.
Now, because we're on the same "stand up meeting" every afternoon I have to listen to her EVERY DAY. I didn't really like her all that much before, although the only thing I had to base that on was that she seemed kind of dumb. I think she was feeling sorry for herself for having a baby out of wedlock and hadn't even wanted a kid. She murmured that once during her first week when I said I didn't have kids which is probably the reason I looked younger then I am. But from that day on, I think she turned it around to say she loved her baby sooo much and she wants another someday, and hopefully soon... trying to be my exact opposite it felt like.
As I mentioned, after that point I really didn't have to talk to her too much but now she's on the video call and my coworkers ask about said baby over and over again. The calls turn into long, drawn out conversations about her and the kid. I mean, I understand most women are like that, but it's awkward and annoying to me. I've never wanted children so when we talk about pets or cats instead I'm having a much better time since it's something I can relate to.
Recently she's also started to show how much of a Trump supporter she is as well. So, not only is she a breeder, she's a MAGA (sorry, it's probably rude terminology but I don't approve) and it's so frustrating because I don't really want to be anywhere near her now, either online or in the office. I feel like she's going to become unbearable when she finally gets back into the office.
So, that's what I've been grumbling about. I like my job in essence, but it's become a lot lately for me. I don't even know what to do but ignore her. I miss when I didn't have someone who seems to be openly competing with me at every step of the way. I just want to do my job as best I can and work my way up as I have in all of my other jobs, and I don't know how to push for that, but I'm worried that she's attempting to do that too and I don't want to compete with her... I just don't know how much I can do while I'm stuck at home.