Through this week I started debating whether to go to the interview that I had scheduled for today. The company sounds like a pretty up-and-coming kind of startup which is kind of cool, but after the phone interview stated I'd have to get downtown, find parking on my own, and of course it happened to be raining today, I really wasn't sure if I wanted to put in the effort.
My husband said it would be good practice, and it was, after all, my only call I've gotten in the two weeks of applications so far. So last night I told myself I could always just cancel, but I needed to get going and try it out. I live in a rather large city, but it certainly doesn't feel like it until I have to go down there. But with my smartphone in hand and Google maps leading the way, what could go wrong?
I found out a lot could go wrong. The rain was pouring down so traffic was barely going the speed limit when it tried, and I was getting along pretty well into the downtown area but turned down a street too early and wound up having to go nearly a mile down before I could find a road to turn around (a LOT of streets didn't allow turns off of them during that time of day, who knew?) so eventually I headed to the lot where I was going to attempt to park...it was full. Dang nabbit!
My eyes glanced at the clock at each stop light. I scanned the street looking for other lots but they were all monthly and only public after dark. Why didn't this business have an arrangement for parking anywhere?! Seriously! I wound up probably a half a mile away and had just about fifteen miutes to hoof it to the building.
So I took off in the rain (thankfully I have an excellent rain jacket but I hate carrying umbrellas) and every time the crosswalk stopped me I glanced at my watch. I was about a block away at the five minute mark and had a hard time locating the button to the elevators, so embarrassing.
I got there with literally two minutes to spare before 10am and there was already another lady there sitting on the bench near the receptionist and she patted her seat once I'd checked in. I was red in the face, wet, and hadn't really had time to go to the bathroom to freshen up, as apparently this lady had, because she looked like she had just stepped out of a beauty salon.
The only thing I felt I had somewhat going for me by that point was the fact that I was younger then her, but she was friendly and introduced herself and we talked while I waited for someone to come interview me.
A few minutes later I was taken into an awesome, "tell me about yourself" and then "what questions do you have?" And I stumbled out what I could but I really couldn't tell because the guy conducting the interview didn't seem excited either way. Eventually he got up after 20 minutes, said he was going to see if the CEO was free to see me, left for a minute and returned saying he was busy, and then thanked me for coming in.
It was rather an odd interview, I thought later as I was headed back down the elevators and walking back to my car. In this sort of day and age you'd think they'd have more questions to ask. As far as I knew they had already decided not to hire me so it felt like they were just conducting the interview to humor me (although, if they did that, why the heck bother to even ask me to come in?) and the lady at the front whom I had assumed was there for another interview wasn't even there when I came out. In fact, there was no sign of her and she had never passed by and I have no idea if she just had an appointment with someone else or not. But it was rather strange.
So I came home after my first interview in over 15 years just not knowing how it went at all. Why did you want to apply with us? Dunno, just saw you in the paper and thought I'd see what it would be like to interview in cubicle setting. Never had a job interview in a skyscraper before. Kinda seemed cool to be in a big city like that. I remember as a teenager/early twenties wanting to move to New York because I thought I might like big city living. However, I know for a fact that I would not because there's not enough green - but on the other hand, the city is fairly green and the building overlooks the capital building which is really nicely landscaped.
But, as of six hours later I haven't even received an email - and I had gotten an email initially within an hour or so of applying for the job in the first place, so that's not exactly promising I guess.
I did it, though. And I wasn't even scared of being downtown. I was more angry with myself for thinking that I could just go down there, get a place to park and be able to walk right in. My feet were soaked by the time I got home in a combination of rain and sweat, I think. But at least I was confident enough to try it.
And it felt like I was this old fogey walking into a startup company where everyone was so many years younger than me. Didn't know that it would happen so quickly. I remember watching some movie five or six years ago about two guys who join a Google-like company and then manage to get in and start learning how it was like to be in a younger man's job. And it was so odd for that person to suddenly be me, worrying about whether I was too old to work at these places even though I'd like to say I'm fairly young at heart when it comes to most things.
But, it's a start. I guess I'll keep putting out applications and seeing if I get any bites.
In the meantime, I've been working on doing some other writing and also working on painting miniatures since I have a huge chunk that arrived yesterday that will most likely take me six months to assemble and find homes for, little lone a few more years to get painted!